Tuesday, August 15, 2006






That's my angel. i call her gabrielleaim. Wala lang... ang cute nya,noh?.... 3 yrs.old plang xa diyan. . . her grandma is very fun with her at that moment... kasi ba naman, sumasayaw na xa ng cha-cha at her young age...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

"I can do all things through CHRIST who stregthens
me"...Philippians 4:13
There are things happened you never wanted. But whether you like it or not it, you must accept the truth. Truth that was a falsity before. Just became truth because the falsity was done and said repeatedly so become now a truth. And now, you are believing in what you think is truth but you are unknowledgable that you are being deceived. Well, GOD almighty is there... i am getting my strengths from him for me to survive and be able to fight in this testing ground.

Monday, August 07, 2006

As i've walked in the corridor of our school , it comes into my mind and ask the fact that life is really broad in definition but very limited when it comes to reality. And the sad part here is that some people do appreciate one's existence if one is already gone... why not appreciate in times that it should be? why it has to be later????

Sunday, August 06, 2006

"Love is infinite. So you may love as many you can because it does not mean that if you add one to love, you will no longer love the one you are loving" a script from the movie,Twitches.
How ironic life is. This script was said by the mother. But in real life,i have never heard a mother saying this.
I do dream of my parents saying this to me.Because i will be more happy and i think i will be loving them more for they trust me and the mere fact that they love whom i am loving is just showing me how they really love me.
I've got their point,saying that it will hinder me on reaching my dreams because based from them i will not be focused. However, they are absolutely wrong! They don't understand my situation. If they will just listen to me....:( I do love them very much and i know they also do but since they are always not around because they working, i am looking those care and love from others which i do need essentially...that they do not understand. And sometimes, i do conclude that my parents are selfish.
But even ny situation is like that, i am trying to follow them since they are my parents and i fear the Lord almighty. But i hope, they'll understand if i failed.
Almost everyday before, a man's voice I hear calling my name. Since when I was young, I always here him calling my name I always thought that it was my companion or any of who was calling me but it just appeared that I am like crazy lass because no one called me. And if I tried to explain that I heard somebody calling me that they never heard, my companion will be scared or other would tell that it's only hallucination. That is why I often told them and I just usually look around if somebody really calling me. It took years that I was like that. One day, I decided to pray and ask GOD if what I am hearing. Then without saying AMEN, I felt asleep.

There i had a dream,in my dream... I walked along the shore with a man talking. He speaks about what I have prayed and asking GOD. While listening to what he is saying, I am looking at the water. I don't know why I did not look at his face neither to his feet but only intend to listen. We talked like a friend questioning & answering, advising. Then after our conversation, he stopped. His voice was gone. At that moment, I attempted to look at his face to know whom I am talking to. But unfortunately, he’s gone. I looked around but only his footprints with mine in the sand were left.