...........hayyyy,..................my feelings today would agree to st. thomas' philosophy in hylomorphism.....that man is really bounded with its form which is the body;that we can not do things without our body.... and we have to adapt on what and whom are we with (i not meaning to my friends here whom are ny companion...but its my relatives,whom supposedly be loving, understanding, and caring for me.)-_-. However, the worst part here is that we can never choose whom will be our relatives...so this is just a matter of who will be the lucky one or who will be the unfortunate one to have a freakin , unloving relatives....then ofcourse,will suffer.

i am exhausted of what is im facing today. yahh..i really do. i am tired, yet i do not and i have never planned to loose hope for i have many plans for my family (although does'nt show care)........................ and a covenant to GOD.

i see all of this as a trials and i have the courage to fight for i know that GOD is on my side.